OK -I read your pain-daily- so try keep perspective here-some of...

OK -I read your pain-daily- so try keep perspective here-some of the biggest companies on the planet have dropped their SP by over 50% this year. For a speculative high risk penny stock like MAY to only drop 66% in the context of all the other crap going on the world financial markets is actually pretty darn good imho.
Turn off and tune out for a bit.
Anxiety will never alter the outcome , nor does it help other investors so the choice is yours- be anxious and suffer angst daily, or accept you have no influence at all on events and do something pleasurable or constructive other than be on here or watching SP which will take you down not a drill hole but a rabbit hole.
Been there , done that ..its natural , but its unhelpful for you and others I think.
Have a good weekend and be oil free in your thoughts