Looks to me that you are struggling with this Harvey. To me it...

Looks to me that you are struggling with this Harvey. To me it seems you are talking to yourself and trying to convince yourself that the you are right and everything else in the world is wrong. Wishing, hoping and dreaming that the stock/CEO you fell in love with didn't mean to let you down and James will ride in (Business class) wearing an expensive suit and rescue you. Maybe a well earned rest and reflecting on the dangers of falling in love with a stock and the wealth destroying dangers of gambling may help
All the best