Hi everyone, I held since 2018 and I'm really disappointed how...

Hi everyone, I held since 2018 and I'm really disappointed how this all went to shit. I'm searching for a off-market trade and hope I can find someone who want to buy. I know it will be a hard task but maybe someone is ready for taking the risk.

I have a few million shares and I would accept a very very low price.
I need money for my little kids. I would pay all the fees that would arise. I have never done something like that but I'm confident to find out how it works. I only would make a transaction that is 100% safe and according to the law.
This is not a fake or scam, I mean it serious.

Would be nice if someone is interested, even I know that my chances and my timing are very bad.
If it's not possible during suspension, I would be happy if someone could enlighten me.
Thanks!