You should know by now Alan if you have experienced anything...

You should know by now Alan if you have experienced anything normal in life you are judged by the company you keep & the people you admire.
It's just a shame that the person you choose to idolise is a habitual liar.
It does speak volumes of ones character & if I'm wrong for feeling compassion & defending the less fortunate in society then so be it but as to what you think is totally irrelevant, life has a funny way of exposing people sometimes. I wonder who you will go to for help, you may then realise life is not a picnic for everyone.
You are a very sad soul