Yes, it is disturbing.
And don't forget that by eating meat we are as equably culpable as the slaughterman.
Eat eggs do you? Do you know what happens to the male chicks? They get thrown into a macerator. See "Chick Culling" in Wikipedia.
I'm more of a pescatarian nowadays.
And if there is a god then he is indeed a cruel one. I am unable to envisage a loving god.
