I did look up Loosh. I seem to have fallen into a dark place which is full of fear atm. I do not have the capacity to understand much of what was written.
I have become aware of so many strange symptoms, my skin keeps changing. Strange bruises keep appearing from no injury. Broken blood vessels on my arms, little lumps under my skin. I have mentioned and shown these to a Dr, who tries to brush it aside. I do not trust Dr’s now.I am totally exhausted, distressing myself with imaginings. (A line from Desiderata)
I have not left my bed all day. I have been constantly reading up about negative things in the UK. Looking for clues and hope. Perhaps the German election results are a shift in the right direction.
I am not looking for sympathy, I am just hoping tomorrow will be better. I need to get up and move around. I have plenty to do, I just find it difficult to get motivated. Depression and anxiety have plagued me for years. But this feels so very different. We are under attack now.
Please perhaps just ignore what looks like the ravings of a mad man. Love, hope and good health to all. Plus a good ole dose of bravery. I want to do something positive to stop the awful things going on, I think that is at the root of my frustration.
