I had my first awakening at 21 when a young wise man i met said nothing is what it appears and there are many secret societies making decisions and their symbols are everywhere in corporotate logos and in structures they built and they all have double meanings only insiders can understand. He gave me a book to read about these symbols and after that i put it in the back of my mind and lived the 80s like a true hedonist thinking I'd get back to it , which i did when the JFK assassination official story became a thing to pull apart and the rest is history. I tried my best to share with as many people as possible and in the early days of the internet there was a bonanza of information that's since been mostly deleted or censored. Seems there is a much larger awakening happening now and all i can say is better late than never. But is it too late? Probably not.