Have just read through your twitter posts and had to reach out to you as it seems you were/are in such a dark place. I am sorry to hear about your recent loss.
I hope you find some consolation in there are many of us here, who although we are anonymous keyboard strokes, are in fact real and genuinely sincere people behind all the computer screens.
I am not qualified in this area but as many will attest I am a darn good listener and confidant. Would be more than happy to chat if ever you need an ear.
