It is true that you can only answer for yourself. However...

It is true that you can only answer for yourself. However kcsbbb, if you substitute "The Church" for "God" in your previous post it would make more sense to me.
God/Conciousness/Light/Whatever you want to call It doesn't want followers. God is not The Church. God just allows mankind to play his/her games, experience the emotions, and reap the consquences of them all, IMHO.