If disappointment at underperformance and the number of shares...

If disappointment at underperformance and the number of shares held were related, I should probably (but can't be sure) have a worse attitude than
you do. Why don't I? Maybe because I realize it's self-defeating to rag on a company/stock one owns. Thanks for the "big-swinger" comment though, as if that's supposed to paint me as some elite rich-guy (I'm not).

That's the test of investing in pre-clinical biotechs through to marketing stage. Patience.

Everyone loves immediate gratification and I'm the same. I just seem to exhibit more self-control than you when it comes to expressing disappointment. There are others who have their panties in such a bunch that I've had to put them on ignore.
This is the "read between the lines" part.