Feel Better:Complain About Anything, page-44180

I’m sorry you are struggling. At the start of this I have had no choice to use good humour but for whatever reason yesterday was hard. I also made a decision not to look at blaming anyone. I think this has been one of those you do or you don’t situations and I guess having been involved in some really big complex projects I’m fully aware of how incredibly hard it is to think of everything, predict what will happen and herd cats. I have a lovely, kind and considerate policeman living next door and all of those I’ve met while on my walks are friendly as well. So I make a point of not externalising any of how I feel or being scared so I don’t make it harder for myself.

each of us is going to be affected in a different way but I think there is no doubt these next two weeks are likely to be hard. For my part I needed the hard lockdown to get the figures down because I can’t otherwise get back to Tasmania without paying a ridiculous sum of money to be locked up in a place where I would actually be less safe than my own home. I’d wear an anklet for goodness sake but that option is not available to me.

on a personal level I think the world has gone crazy but I’m going to stick with the real problem being either that mars is in retrograde or Gaia is having a hissy fit