listen I got what you were saying and though i suspected you meant well it did indeed sound critical. maybe it wouldn't have been as bad if it hadn't also sounded partisan. the suggestions in their own right were not problematic but what i found hardest was that they were directed only at me.
@Justis made an attempt to be even handed but added other commentary that detracted. he was however the only one that at least tried. but i can well imagine what might have happened if people had tried. some of us make ourselves a target and others do not. i guess i have a dart board on my back!
funny how one can think one is ok and then discover one is not. I will sort the unravelling that happened - but in the meantime i am very very tired. i should be writing contracts but think i would be better in the garden or making art. the place where i had my vax two weeks ago has also become very enlarged, red and sore. not sure what is going on with that. my son would suggest it is the chip implant being irritated.
anyway i decided this morning that i had been unnecessarily churlish in a way that was doing me no good at all.
