I know all of my sins and why I have put on weight. I add heaps of ice to a glass of wine and top it up with water as well. I know it is fattening. I have at times, completely quit for very long times, but the tension built up inside me and I was very miserable.
At times in the past I drank a lot. The desire to do that has gone, but my mental health is more important to me atm than anything else. I know all the negatives, but having experimented both ways, this suits me better.
Yes it would be nice to be slim but it is not my priority just now. Keeping sane is.
No I did not enjoy the cooking, it made me anxious as one was wife of my superwoman neighbour, but they seemed to appreciate it.
All done now, thank goodness. Going to take a heap of frozen cauliflower from our last harvest and make a nice big cauliflower cheese. Perhaps with some salmon added.
Jo Jo xx PS yes do look into Westfund, they are great
