Smug, I'm used to being at the top of the winners list, and I'm...

Smug, I'm used to being at the top of the winners list, and I'm happy you have recognised this fact ;-)

You're in that deep on QTK it's obvious that the pressure is getting to you ?

Perhaps you should look at putting what cash you have left in the bank, and collecting the interest.
The returns aren't great but at least your cash reserves would start going in the right direction ;-)