Just think mate....if you weren't so dogmatic, consumed and tied up in your Gold "Permabearness" state you could have been sitting on a handy 28% return in the last 12 months in NZD terms even if you only bought a chunk of the ancient relic.....and much more with other canny exposures available in it. Oh well....the price of dogma and blinkers I suppose and I guess you and your pride think you've really well passed the point of no return now hanging/gluing your hat where/as you have for as long as you have. But it's never too late !