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last time this is crazy talkin to you . its been tough holding , ruined is , cost me friends , health, relationships , money. but I'm still here and I feel I'm about to turn good and have a brilliant life , enjoy . ie . not talk to you . you are so rude . how you spoke and treated cv today was rude . he will take it on the chin and have the last laugh . this is the year of the rooster . its been 2 quiet for 5 months . you will see
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When you read posts like this and others here about how tough it's been, that normally means capitulation.