The worst things in the market is your company slap your face...

The worst things in the market is your company slap your face rushlessly again and again.

I just guess in the social life, if someone slapped your face in public again and again, is it wise to to show your loyalty to the bloody "someone" again and again? Could you tell the public that you could accept the slaps just because you have done a good R/D which tell you the slaps would be rewarded in future.

If you feel the pains, you should do some check to see if it is worthwhile. Don't use complicated analysis but basic logic. Oversimplication is bad but overcomplication to get out from the pain is bad too.

Don't read personally. The money is your money. If you like you could do anything with it.