I have over 200k heads and over 200k options. My heads owe me...

I have over 200k heads and over 200k options.
My heads owe me about 84 cents but the options only 5 cents.
Over the years I made money selling my rights issued shares and options but lost 13k on expired lomo options,overall still made money on them trades.
So not sure what the stock owes me other than there current paper cost.
I bought in early and since then never been in a financial position to keep rights issue purchased shares and options to average down.
I guess its fair to say that I would have 4 times as much stock if I had started buying 2 years ago rather that 4 years plus.
Still very happy with what I have.