SarcoYour post is unrelated to any thing Buddha, at least,...

Sarco

Your post is unrelated to any thing Buddha, at least, taught

Buddha did not teach anatta sunnata aggregate elements (not self empty khandha dhatu) are reborn. This realities are on the level of ultimate truth ( lokuttara)

However, the teachings that are translate as reappearance or rebirth are about the results of karma rather than about post morten continuance. Further they are about a person that reaps

There is nothing to look up, apart from commentators that contradict Buddha, who scramble ultimate & conventional reality

As for your sentiment, this is just speculation. For example, many addicts regret their addiction but new babes are not born with such hard learned wisdom

In short, your post is just speculation