indeed - I don't think you could call out a boy scout troop
now, off you toddle and get some big boy pants
and maybe sit down and read some of the links that have been provided - that way, you'll have some of your questions answered that you have refused to let through into your head for years out of fear
the information is all around you --------- it's up to you to do with it what you wish
if you do nothing - your pain will remain unchanged, as will your attitude
