Now I get it. You're an unattractive, late middle aged man...

Now I get it.

You're an unattractive, late middle aged man living in Thailand still feeling the after-glow of congress with a young woman who, love you long time.

Reality for you will be when the money runs out, then she, love you no time.

Your reality at the moment is most assuredly digital.

Nothing confusing about this reality at all, especially in Thailand, need trumps all norms.