You have serious psychological issues related your inherent...

You have serious psychological issues related your inherent insecurity
which you enjoy mirroring in others

I really think you have never won anything in your life
hence the insecurity issues

The reason why I mentioned the worming is that you remind of something that gives you an itchy freckle in the frst place.....

a worm


Now be a good little worm as see if you can go an win an argument with some little parasite in the neighbourhood

should give you a warm and fuzzy feeling