Couldn’t get any sleep last night so started reading the Annual...

Couldn’t get any sleep last night so started reading the Annual Reports (counting sheep does not do it for me). Fair to say I ended up having a sleepless night. Think I am turning (on TRS not my sexuality).

Bill Stevens. Director since 2008. Shares held 4500. Accumulated Salary and Super $1,251,669
Kevin Elkington. Director since 2008. Shares held 8500. Accumulated Salary and Super $863,118
Denis Westhorpe. Director since 2010. Shares held 3000. Accumulated Salary and Super $662,841
Melinda Conrad. Director since 2011. Shares held 4000. Accumulated Salary and Super $531,358
Slc4me. Not a Director. Shares held 9500. Accumulated Salary and Super $ nil

What the hell am I doing?????? I hold more shares than these guys yet draw no salary and super. Just how stupid am I ???? (Do not answer that CP) Why should I believe in this company while these PART TIME directors have drawn significant 7 and 6 figures $ benefits but continue not to put their hand in their pocket and buy some bloody shares. A DISGRACE (YES I AM YELLING NOW).
Tells me they do not believe in the company. I have seen pigs in a trough showing less greed than this. Seriously on the verge of selling.
Sentiment - Peed off
Held - Yes but probably not for long