Am I the only one worried AT1 will be going to 40 cents if it's...

Am I the only one worried AT1 will be going to 40 cents if it's our kit and 15 cents if it's anyone else's?
I know the Australian COVID market is a kiddy pool compared to the oceans Atomo is trying to dip into, but will the market see it that way? We've all seen firsthand how far ASX overweighs local representation.

I've been holding and accumulating exclusively this stock since I turned 18 and have not sold a single share yet. And despite being -60% at some point this is the first time I'm losing sleep over it - if I sell and AT1 gets the contract then I die from FOMO and if I hold and it plunges again well... Not good. Feels like there isn't much I can do but hold and pray - but that doesn't seem like smart investing to me.