OTMy recommendation is stop trading now, you've risked more than...

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My recommendation is stop trading now, you've risked more than you can afford.
Look for a more reliable source of income (job). Save up an emergency "warchest" of funds. If you have time are still interested then just learn as much as you can about trading/ investing. Paper trade until you're getting consistently good success rate. Back test/ stress test your strategy in particularly bad years/ markets. And then and only then invest a little bit because there will always be areas you haven't accounted for.