Desperate still stands.
Deluded is more fun.
We are all a bit crazy or we wouldnt ever trade one cent ;)
I am in it for the fun, not for food on the table, so i suppose i dont take things as seriously as some.
I treat it like horseracing. Research your runner, give them a chance, you might end up buying the lads a round of drinks, or alternatively, walking home because you cant afford a taxi.
IMO