my job involved a fair degree of public speaking which although it can be nervy i handled it.
until one day for no reason in front of an audience of work colleagues who i had know for years i went to pieces. i can only recall my head going blank then i paniced and started bubbling and crying and had to be led off
it was and still is the most embarrassing event in my life
went to the doctor and he prescribed beta blockers for stress,which worked,but to this day i panic believing i might panic
since then i have had to refuse to be my mates best man because i didnt trust myself in front of our world of friends,but im slowly getting over it and im sure you will
