Well you are lucky that you're a non-holder then?
What I find even more comical is that there are non-holders that spend countless hours arguing why they wouldn't invest in a stock.
If only you would use that time to research stocks you do hold (or intend to hold), then that would be better use of your time, wouldn't it?
Alternatively, go for a walk. At least the excercise may be good for you, and may even clear your head.
Good luck for 2019.