the Father draws the individual to the Son and nothing can snatch the individual away from His hand
If one is drawn by the Father, you cannot un-theist yourself,
there are no dropped catches
It would appear to me and based on the Bible, it might be a good idea for you to understand how and what this Drawing is.
You are drawn via the Word which means, the word of God, but if you don't catch the ball, the word, then there is nothing for God to catch or drop and neither are you in either God's or Jesus's hand.
So it would seem, you have been hit = LBW. Or is that Ball (s) BFW
