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It appears you exhibit all the hallmarks of a paranoid schizophrenic. " The condition is characterised by delusions generally of a persecutory or grandiose nature." Ref: Key to Psychiatry by MJ Sainsbury.
" A patient harbouring persecutory delusional ideas will show fairly constant attitude of hostility, aggression and suspicion." Treatment: tranquillisers ": trifluoperazine", chlorpromazine, thioridazine.
It appears the two of you have escaped and have not been taking your medication. It is important you seek medical advice soon as you may lapse into a state of catatonic excitement.