Now I get it, you're actually very doubtful of your investment...

Now I get it, you're actually very doubtful of your investment decision and not trying to convince us but convince yourself that you've made the right play. Doubt and fear I suspect. It's ok to be doubtful and scared but if you can't afford to lose the money then don't play. Rigs shut down, oil industry in the toilet, I get it mate, I know you.
I can recommend some blue chips for you if you like?
Please stop, now even I'm embarrassed for you.
I'll have a chat to HC about their ignore button glitch.