God loves all His children with perfect justice to all and unconditionally, but He only placed His word in the hands of Jesus, 2000 years ago so that 99.99999% of His children had no access to it.
Then it would appear, you have not understood the Door that Jesus opened? Mind you, it does require the simple basic truths, first milk.
John 14:16 - And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever;
The Comforter is exactly what was in Jesus, the Holy Spirit which is the Almighty God and Father, hence the following; 1 Cor 2:13-14 - Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth,but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual. But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.
