Do you have a Family, live in Any "nice, well-meaning Environment", which cares about you ?
As What you have worlked in the Past ? Maaaaay isn't there any Chance to USE that, in Any "Job Enviroenment" ?? (don't have to be the "old" Job, may also in ANY Other "Job Opportunity")
If that is too much, asked, just forget it, I can also arrange to delete that Post.
