You seem like a rather bitter-rusted on ex-holder Gouldians, I recall you owned the stock when it was just a few cents back in 2018 and convinced yourself back then that it would not perform well going forward and so you sold out when the stock was down on a low and ever since then you have tried to convince SH to follow suit.
Fortunately, most holders here probably did not follow your lead or they would have missed out on a 10x, 20x, possibly even a 30x SP increase, sometimes as an investor, you have to look beyond some of these 'interferences' that come along and be bold if you want spectacular returns.
I sincerely feel sorry for you that you convinced yourself to let go of the opportunity of a lifetime but I guess shi. happens to us all at times and the best thing to do is just let go........look for a new opportunity and maybe you will get lucky once more but while you hold on and resent AVZ having left you behind you will probably miss other opportunities in the meantime.
Good Luck whatever you choose to do.
SY
enjoy your day.