Seek the LORD while He may be found., page-201

Of course Jesus acknowleged that he is God by saying that those who believed what Thomas said (My Lord and my God) when he had seen and touched the resurrected Christ without seeing the evidence that Thomas had seen would be blessed.
That is what was said and not your made up delusional ramblings in blue.
Wake up and smell the roses of Truth if your delusions will allow which is highly unlikely.