Mate, join the club. Pretty much every one here has screwed up big time and continue to do so over and over again.
I invested 100% in sgh some time back. Got out after losing almost all only to fight another day. It happens everyone gets greedy and makes mistakes. What is this will and insurance bull shit
You will get back into it. Rebuild is slow but you can do it.
Talk to your near and dear ones. Talk to your friends and shoot the breeze. Perhaps this might be the time you may find out who is your real well wisher etc.
