@jas626 I've not been exactly where you are but I've been close...

@jas626 I've not been exactly where you are but I've been close enough and can relate to what you may be going through re guilt etc.

Don't beat yourself up over the past. You can't change it no matter how hard you try. You can however use it in a positive way and work out where you went wrong and what you would change the next time around.

If I was your girlfriend, I would much rather have a person around that would care about me as you seem to do to have these feelings rather than a pile of money and the guilt she may end up feeling.

Just remember the sun always rises. Be strong.