silence b4 storm

This patient ,optimistic investor who has  stood by  many  now  long gone directors , creditors , administrators , investors, Disallowed salesmen ,experts  ,  conmen and  the long suffering shareholders  ....feels like a survivor from a ship wreck that has been swimming for ages towards what appears as a shining light on the horizon..    I keep swimming and keep telling myself that soon I will reach the beach and share my coconuts with the  smiling friendly natives .    However my continuing concern is that we will be  chomped on again by one of the many   sharks lerking around the shoreline  .   as I get closer  I can now see dozens of solar panels and wind generators near the beach with a  massive lithium/graphite battery storage shed.   .Am  I  hallucinating.. ..But I must  keep swimming    . I'm full of hope.........but so far I have only seen numerous fat ugly sharks that have taken their fill and seem to be still slowly circling   .   Am  I going bonkers , or shall I keep swimming......its not far now   but all that swimming  has left a very nasty salty tast in the mouth. If reward is commensurate with risk a bountiful future  awaits all those that believe !!!!!!! I must stop fantasising  and for a little while just hang in there   and swim some more   !!!!!    Yes I can  !!    merlin