successful open day, page-18

Everything seems to be going to plan.

Despite having a really nice day and finally doing what I have waited years to do, I feel a little less excited than I thought I would. Maybe just tired.

I have been in for a long time (not as long as many others though) and over the last year or so, expectations of imminent riches have left me feeling quite stressed with the position I have left myself in (a little perilous).
I will be glad and relieved indeed if it all works out - but I guess I am getting to that point of "I'll only believe it now when i see it actually in the bag" (contracts, income and a solid and fair sp)

sasa