Hi Buddy, you have written a lot. Sorry but I haven't read all of it however of what I have read I agree with most of. The bottom line is you should utilise your strength. The fact is TA does fail often in the wrong hands. It has also been commercialised to a ridiculous degree which has been to the detriment of its workability.
If it's not for you don't use it.
Cheers
ww1
