Hi Joannie,
Sorry that you are having so much trouble with the attacks. Have you ever thought of joining an online support group on Facebook for anxiety? I know my online lupus group has helped me and others a great deal. They've filled in a lot of blanks that doctors couldn't.
Have you ever played Reiki music from youtube. I play it all the time. Did it this morning and it really centers me. When my eyes were bad, I played one 3 times a day and they had healed.
You're clever propagating tomatoes. There's a swap a crop day coming up so I've taken some parsley to put into pots and grabbed some rosemary to make cuttings. They're only doing crops and herbs for a trial.
