Test pills or test brains, page-23

"Shame if I had of died due to a poor decision by taking something I thought was low risk but was in fact something toxic"

Who cares if you'd died; you might think now it would be a shame if you'd died but if your number came up it was your own poor decision as you yourself say.
Why would you be blaming the criminal drug cook for your death if you'd died.
In that situation your death is caused by your own stupidity, the drug cook didn't force it down your throat he was only an accessory to your suicide.

Why take any risk at all?
If you take party pills then you know they're not controlled medicines prescribed from a chemist so you know you're playing Russian roulette.

If you were so dumb as to think it's low risk then more fool you and looking back you should know you unashamedly deserved whatever happened.