You really have to let that stuff go and argue against a much more sound God, the God of God of science for instance.
Let's just say that the God of religion does not exist, that's pretty clear. Let's look at it with that understanding.
Is there a First Causer? Is there even need for a First Cause? Can a universe self-construct, with all the immutable order? Is there Will and Purpose in existence? I really don't know, but tripping over religion's God all the time is pointless.
Too much energy is lost arguing with the folks who are tilting at windmills. It becomes a Why / Because argument with a child. I don't know why things are as they are, but does that then eliminate a God, First Cause, from the list of what might be possible?
