If exbull worships materialism then he isn't a true pagan. The...

If exbull worships materialism then he isn't a true pagan. The original paganism belief system puts personal spiritual/emotional /mental progression above all else, it's the opposite of satanism, but the powers that be (satanism) don't want us to know this so they muddy the waters so to speak and claim that everything evil comes from paganism, even claiming that they worship paganism (They don't). The devil is trying to keep us from the truth, but if you are obsessional about finding the truth (which I was at some point) you will make some surprising\shocking discoveries. There seems to be an interactive "force"at work when you truly get into the spiritual belief systems, and you are given an amount of answers depending on your own spiritual maturity, then you go around in circles for a few years while growing and learning until you have aligned your life direction alongside what most people would call the "god mind".
I'm not saying that I'm a perfect person (I'm not), I got to a point where I couldn't learn anymore, and had to (and still am) do the internal work in order to become of a suitable character that was worthy of learning more.
Then I got another period of new insights and learned a lot of new stuff that I couldn't work out previously.
I'm still digesting a lot of what I learned, and won't be learning a lot of new stuff until I can come to terms with what was given to me, a lot of it is shocking because it's often the opposite of the mainstream narrative. A lot of people bag Christianity,but there is a lot of truth hidden within it, because the truth has to be hidden from the eyes of the profane, god doesn't want fakers getting out of life here on earth, hence the mix of truth and lies in the bible.