in a dilemma...i didnt watch last night and know i will feel disgusted...but feel a need to re instill some primal macho anger and frustration within myself against these dogs...a sadness a tear . as an individual with a common depressive illness this is a very negative action...but i feel a need to be enraged..and engaged and perhaps respond in an objective perhaps charitable manner as a result at a better time....
at the moment is it a personal failing a perverted outcome of the alcohol i have consumed......yes ...thats it......watch these bastards and punch a wall......hmm kicking a pussycat might be satisfying..
just thoughts........that other ........ yank dentist that shot the tame lion cecil...is still practising and accepted....i really am becoming racist ....so many christian gun toting yanks...
