Joannie In that case you might profit from reading this short book, the person starts off in a similar position as you to the point where he barely left the house. It's a biography too, not a fictional story.
It's called Perfect Freedom by W.D. Kendall. You wont find the book anywhere as it's been out of print for many years, I have uploaded a copy here, I hope it helps you in your journey towards yourself.
