Not at all, I just wanted an honest answer and that sounds like one. I think we differ in that you hold yourself back and search with a more constrained, or disciplined logic.
Because I've spent most of my life working in various art forms I tend to be a bit less bound by convention thinking and I'm not sure this is coming out right. I guess I'm more open to the possibility that there is more to this universe than natural order, or it may be higher form of natural order yet to be identified by science as you say.
I've experienced a couple of things that seem inexplicable and beyond coincidence. I do hope that death offers a few answers. I'm going to be pissed if death is a big nothingness.
