Why sp languishing?, page-50

I only post Facts with the occasional Supposition, which I clearly state as such.

Seems to me that, emotionally at least, you would have been better off with NKP remaining in suspension. At least you then had hope, even though is was ill-advised. Maybe you now realize that you should have listened to the skeptics, although suspect with youselfe that is still not the case. Not to worry, I still want to help you.

The sp says it all.