I am not interested in 50c or $1. I still want a dividend.Now,...

I am not interested in 50c or $1. I still want a dividend.
Now, with $7M income and may be $2-3M expenses, if BHP will fund the 60T plant and start the Corridor Sands project, there may be a chance of a dividend in a couple of years time.
I would really like to forget I have invested in APG until I receive a dividend cheque but I can't. The potential is too exciting but there are so many disappointments along the way as well. This love-hate relationship is killing me. Perhaps a change (or addition) in management is needed to speed up the commercialisation before I have great grand children.