But it's obvious. I mean... you're seething.
You keep calling him a fat orange turd. None of these words explain why you're so upset. Is it overweight people you don't like? Or people who use tanning salons?There's plenty of orange people around! Are tanned people evil?
See if there's someone from your past who reminds you of Trump, then might be able to find the root cause of the triggering.
